Somehow it feels almost more natural to write in english (although it's the stupid emo-teen-"english" I write in sometimes) nowadays. Can't swear properly in Finnish, and the words are too long to express my ultimate bitchy nagginess.

Shitshitshit
I feel fucking nervous and neurotic right now, I just don't know what to do with myself... *lost*
Should propably take some anti-psychotics but I just don't feel like it... plus risperidon might have some unwanted side-effects with my other meds... And I've already got an explosive diarrhea due to laxative abuse, so... I just don't want to add anything on top of that right now.

I just feel like I want to punch somebody in the face. Been feeling like this the whole week actually.