I'm just so fuckin pissed off right now... :( My mom knows I don't like when she just randomly pops in my room and starts talking about some random shit. I mean... I'm not fuckin interested in talking. I'm not interested in people. So why the hell can't she stay away when I ask her to? Socializing always makes me feel awkward... even with my own mother. Maybe especially with her.
Yes, I am fucked up. I'm not proud of it but I try to live with it. I don't get why it's so hard to understand for some people...