Feelin weird

Went to the hospital yesterday, because of suicidal thoughts, cutting and such shit. Didn't get anything out of that crap. Except they changed the dressings for my leg (my own ones were dried on the wounds.. ouch).

I have a doctors appointment on thursday, and I sure hope we can get something done..

Should be going to the gym with my gf... But i'm really just not motivated right now. I just want to sit here, write and sleep...